goodbye lantern place

the hardest thing about moving (besides the heavy lifting, disorder, and random items i never can seem to find afterwards) is the separation from family. i dearly so dearly cherished getting to wake up everyday to see my darling neices. i miss hearing the dailyness of my brother's life. how his day was, what we're eating, the typical little things that are so personal yet nothing to intentionally disclose over a phone conversation. i miss hailey's voice, hands, and playtimes so much. i miss getting to have those times with savannah and making those memories with her. i came over to the house to stop by and say hi because i got out of work early. hailey sat in my arms and asked me to take her downstairs to play trains. it felt so good to have her growing everyday toddler body collapse into my lap asking for me to pick her up. i miss our cuddle times! please don't forget me angels, i still love you so!